Stank

I'm in a real stank mood and I can't seem to break out of it. I want to be bubbly again, but right now it ain't happening. I guess I just have to wait for the pendulum to swing the other way.

The external circumstances around me don't help the situation. I'm beginning to hate my job, my classes are boring, and I'm broke. The light at the end of the tunnel seems to be very far away. I'm in a state of confusion when it comes to work, relationships, and the general path of my life. I guess this quarterlife crisis is hitting hard.

I manage to cope throughout this strange period. Prayer keeps me grounded and centered. I know this is just a phase and it will pass. But in the meantime I'm going through it.

What would life be if it were happy all the time? If we don't go through fucked up periods, we'll never appreciate the good things in life when we receive them. So I guess it's safe to say that I appreciate the bad along with the good.

Peace.