Mental Wanderlusting

I'm happier when I'm busy. Is that weird? I feel like I need to be doing something most of the time, or I feel like I'm worthless. Since I'm not working, I get bored as hell. And being bored makes me stir crazy.

I'm really ready to go back to work. In the interim, I'm continually finding things to keep me occupied outside of my job search. I'm focusing on freelance writing and helping a friend with an online marketing project. It's pretty educational, so not only am I banishing the boredom, I'm learning too. It may put $$ in my wallet, and it's a resume booster. Shit yea!

I ditched the unpaid internship and the classes too. I can't afford the DJ hobby right now. I don't have the energy for it, I need to focus on getting this career back up and running.

I have lots of free time to be creative and let my mind wander. And to catch up on television! I absolutely heart Wendy Williams. She better make it past the six-week sneak peek. She's the best thing on broadcast television and I don't care what nobody say 'bout it! And right now I will admit that I am a total reality television addict. I will watch nearly any reality show on Bravo and VH-1. It's terrible but who doesn't like to watch people make asses of themselves? And it's scripted real life?

I also have a lot of time to talk to God. This is a time to stay prayed up, no doubt. Despite my circumstances right now I am a very blessed individual.

I feel like this post has come full circle, now I must go. Peace.

bgi